21.11.2011

有一些话你明知说出来会伤感情那么你还会说吗？

20.11.2011

Friend is only friend.
Nothing can be change after all.
I might be trust to the wrong ppl last time, but now I won't repeat the same mistake anymore.

I believe, true friend won't leave me, won't need me to explain so much, won't make me sad. I appreciate all of u, but end up wad I get is upset. Suak le. I dun wan to think too much, I dun wan to make myself so stress le. Tired dy. I'm really tired dy.

Shun qi zi ran ba.

19.11.2011

刚看完了一部感伤的电影。
“那些年，我们一起追的女孩”
很棒的一部电影
如果那男主角肯听那女孩的答案，或许结局就会不一样了
就因为错过，所以失去
我当时哭了
回想到往年没能说出的答案
如果当时说出了
现在的我们....
都过去了
让它永远有个没有结局的故事吧！
让它留在回忆
无助时还可以拿来怀念
这样应该会很不错吧？
好怀念那些年的我们
那些年的感觉
我会永记在心
祝福你＜3
我现在很好
很幸福
也希望会得到你的祝福
我会常常为你祷告
为你祈福
我想我应该很难忘记那些年曾经为我真心付出的两位好男人
我相信我的眼光，不会看错人的(^_^)

14.11.2011

好多身边的朋友都认为我很幸福
我的确很幸福
有一个这么爱我的家人
一个这么疼我的傻瓜
没钱用还有两位好哥们介绍我好扛头
可是我不是永远这么幸福的
我也有我的伤心
我也有我的烦恼
可是我又有几位朋友姐妹谈谈心？
我奥尔会感觉到被忽略
不被关心
自己的朋友都被抢了
我不喜欢！
但是有几位问过我的心情？我的心事？
我常常躲在一旁自我安慰
可是又有谁知道呢？
我累了
不管了
好烦
还是往好的地方想好了！！

5.11.2011 ah mah is home!!!!!

Ah choo this morning went to eat my favorite laksa again^^ wah!!! Shiok! Very nice! * thumbs up!!*
Feel like wan to have another bowl after I finish the first bowl... Aww!!! But knot, I have to control my food intake. Control the daily calories intake so tad I could lost my weight! Hopefully it works! Hehe.....

My lovely pretty ah mah today come back le. Very happy but today onwards she need to increase the medicine intake. Very macam macam la. Got brain de, heart de, cholesterol de, and macam macam jiu dui le la. But ah mah still very positive thinking. Felt happy for tad. Below are some of the picture took in the hospital. Nicole, one of my cousin teach Ah mah how to use iPad to play angry bird! Lol!! She said like this to ah mah " mah, wah lai ka lu an jua yiong jiao pak du" then she start to teach ah mah. Haha!


My ah mah look so pale the other day=C

2。11。2011ah mah

Ah choo 的心很疼
看见病痛的阿嬷躺在床上一整夜没得睡好
一整夜都在做梦，说梦话，梦游， 咳嗽， 吐痰弄得自己一整夜没睡好。 好心疼！
阿嬷， 我们大家都希望你早日康复，不要再承受这些苦。
我们爱您＜3

19.10.2011

sorry guys, the previous post is just my feeling. i might be rude in that post but.. sorry for that.
i didn't sleep for the whole night
i really dun understand why everytime the thing is not relate to me but i m the one who always undertake the trouble?!
i just wan to treat my friend well
i just wan to help them
i just wan to be kepo
but why after i help them will got so many trouble happened on me?
duh!
dun understand!
but nevermind le la..
i guess i will be fine very soon, *i hope so...*
watched movie whole day
hope 2moro will go to settle for my degree course.
i wan a better 2moro~~ hehe~~
and and.... i need a part time job.
im looking for it and i hope good news will come to me very soon.
pray hard ba^^

18.10.2011

my day was actually good until evening just now. my dear and i went to one jaya meet up the gal who sell the Iphone accessories. that gal come late, and wen xian start waiting impatiently. i personally do not have the patient of waiting people, i am controlling myself yet he is macam macam beside me. FINE.

after i meet up with that gal, wen xian drove the car impatiently. fine, i remind him we need to pick up my parents around ten and he does not listen to me. FINE!

so, he drive to my house, went down from the car, get into my house and i am still in the car, FINE!!
is just a small matter, why need to be so impatient? i dun understand. even my "aunty" visit me i also not as jiet as him why is him so jiet le? If dun wan accompany me collect things from the gal say ma, without him i believe i can still do well!
what is so tua dai ji?
i really dun understand.
the gal come late is not the thing i can control.
why i am the one who see ur black face,
talk to you like talk to wall
what is so big deal?
i really dun understand

after drop him at my house, he bring my car key into the house
i called my sis and ask her to bring it out to me
he stop my sis.
who are you now?
is she my sis or your sis?
you jiet i also can jiet ok?
u tak tahan , i pun tak tahan ok?
you got ur temper so am i too!
how many time i see ur black face without any reason dy?
how many time u wan me to cry?
i dun like to cry.
i wont drop my tears for those who is not worth it!
you! not worth for my tears!
it's enough dy!

18.10.2011

Pictures update^^

14.10.2011 yang n wung wung....

明天wung wung n ah yang 就要去新加坡念书了。真心希望他们一切顺利，身体健康，出入平安， 学业猛进
好担心我会超想念他们的。
真的好担心。
加油！ 真希望我们还能保持联络

18.10.2011

Not my fault suddenly need to see black black de face. Sien. I gt no wrong. Not my fault, why is me suffering this? Sien!!!!

28.09.2011

This coming Sunday is FTMS graduation ceremony.
Just receive a message from one of my friend, ah Fook. He Is now GRADUATED!!!!!!! So happy! He work so hard n finally he did it!!!
So happy that we can graduated together:) really happy bout it!

27.09.2011

不管你心情如何日子还是要过，没有人会同情你，你也不需要人家的同情。既然日子还是要过为何不选择开心的过。既然没人有时间理会你，又何苦选择等待时机？哭者不是永远的赢家，只是暂时性的，绝对不要利用哭来博取同情。

26.09.2011

现在的我
很幸福
有爱情
友情
也有家人的关心
但是如果有一天
这三情都没了
我肯定崩溃
或许我会.....

26.09.2011

我决定把话说出来
因为要我当没事发生我办不到

23.09.2011

今天我终于把心里的不舒服大声的说出来
说了的确心情有好些
可是我会不会弄到他们的感情不好啊？
会不会影响到他们之间的友谊呢？
有点担心
___________________________________________
某人的一句话胜过我的一百句
这样还算姐妹吗？
他去就是很多人去
他没去就是没有人去
什么意识勒？
明显了嘛！
有点失望！
讨厌！

2.09.2011 m I wrong?

我是不是真的错了？
我真的如他说的我自私吗？
我是不是应该找他说清楚
或许真的是我的错
我该约她吗？
我好难过
想到这件事情我就生气
起得想狂哭
我是不是真的错了？

20.09.2011

我会常提醒自己怎么知足常乐
我或许就如傻瓜说的
我什么都有
所以某些人妒忌
才会试着接近我和我这边的朋友
我会学习告诉自己怎么继续分享
不过有时看到他们好像比我跟我朋友好时
心里还是有些不舒服
没关系
我还是会试着分享
这并不代表我就如某人说的， 我自私
我并不觉得我有错
只是觉得你们可能真的比我少很多东西
我这边的友爱
说真的
我还是会希望让你们知道我这里的想法
偶尔站在我的立场想想吧！
我也是人
有感觉的
我会学习压自己的情绪
再说一次
我不认为我有错
我也不认为我自私
我觉得我没错
反而做的比我自己想象的好！
你如果还是觉得我自私
那你因该想想我哪里自私
我哪里对你不好
我哪里有什么不让你
不忍你
我忍过一次的背叛
再多一次的伤害也没有关系
我忍
朋友嘛！
没必要做得这么绝
我还是我
我就是我
我就是这样
我不可以因为迁就我身边的人而把自己弄得不像自己
不要把‘十年的朋友’ 挂嘴边
你了解我多少？
想想吧！

20.09.2011

哭了一整晚还是不懂该怎么解决
我该怎么做呢？

19.09.2011

哭的人就是赢家
那么有几个会关心输家
输家的心情谁回理？
Pekchek!!!
凭什么吵我朋友？
凭什么说我自私？
你凭什么说我？
你敢说你步自私？
好累
哭得很累！！
谁能来体谅我的心情？

累了

友谊.....可靠吗？
为什么我会为友谊关系烦到哭
我每次了解人家的心情那么又有谁来了解我？
我被一位十年的朋友说得一文不值
我做错了吗？
哪里错了？
我人为真的有这么差？
对待朋友真的有这么不好？
我应该怎么做我才不会被讲
我才不会被怪
我才不会...
好累好累
为什么我坦白了
说出我的感觉
到最后错的又是我？！
我没说错啊
我没约人，有几位朋友会来约我？
我没去载朋友出又有谁会来载我出？
除了两位不包括我男友有谁会来载我出？
是不是单身的利益会比有伴的多
比有伴的好？
我坦白了
说了我的不满
我的心理话
可是我朋友却说我自私
我哪里自私了？
我的全部
我的朋友
我都一一部保留的分享
可是你呢？
跟我分享了什么？

17.9.2011

Money n I... First picture of us^^

17.9.2011 complain....

我还是很不平衡
如果我没有约我的朋友去喝茶
有几个会想到我？
如果我没有车载你们出街
你们是否会想到我？
如果我没有男朋友配我吃饭
有谁会自愿约我吃饭？
为什么好象都是我在约人
为什么都是我载人
为什么都是我一个人吃饭
我是不是真的这么无可救药
我很烦
可是没有人能让我诉苦
我担心我说出来人家会对我另眼相看
人家会认为我任又怎样怎样
我如果没约人
我肯定超级无敌乖
一定很常在家
很烦
我也不懂我在吃什么醋
我就是心理很不舒服
每次喝茶为什么都是我车油在出
我很累了
其实我有尝试不计较
不过真的有点难

The day money come...

money money... New member^^ haha!!

13.09.2011

好久好久没有开部落格了
刚念完好几位朋友的部落格
才发觉最近真的真的发生很多事情
有伤心，也有开心
我最近都还好
只是在烦要怎样把自己身上的肥肉给甩出来
还有就是要做工，存多多的钱
以防我将来读书时紧急需要用到钱
所以， 朋友们。。。有赚钱的kang tao 不要忘了我哦！

刚才从wung wung 的blog 念到hui ling 已经出国升学了
在这里我祝福她一切顺利
看到我身边的朋友一个个都已经为将来打算好了
我为我自己感到失望
为什么我还在原地？
为什么他们都打算好了，我却还没有？
天啊！
ahchoo！
你真的不可以在玩下去了！ 是时候为自己的未来打算打算！ 真的！
已经慢人家好几步了， 再慢下去我会比蜗牛更慢！
我得加快我的脚步
一切plan好了也比较容易， 所以我希望在这个星期里面能把该弄的东西都弄好
该约的朋友也约出来
好久没见我的蝴蝶姐妹们了
开始想念他们了
不懂他们是否也会抽那么一点点的时间想想我呢？
有点好奇！
哈哈！
好啦！ 暂时不唠叨了！
晚安！！ =D
如果有漏掉的～ 我会再补充^^

15。09。2011

有些时候我会把我的一切我的事情不保留的分享给我的朋友
可是有一些我的朋友却在我这里了解我朋友的状况然后就跟我的朋友超级无敌好。
过后就不懂我朋友是我朋友还是他的朋友？
累！
弄到我很心理不平衡
当我问他们或问他的事时他就会要理不理这样
看到那种“好练” 的脸就累！
我开始反感
开始学习计较
可是计较的生活不好过
更累
每天都要想要怎样提防一个人
每天要怎样小心说话
我真的不懂应该怎样才好
烦！
我觉得我还是乖乖做工赚钱好

5.9.2011

Finally I finish my diploma!!!!
Wakaka! Quite happy but now need to start think for the degree courses.
Duno how the others result???

粗心

因为我的疏忽弄到客户面对他的同事不好意识。
他既然送了发霉的月饼给人。
肯定很丢脸。 我很自责
为什么我没有检查好来！ 讨厌自己的粗心

工作的不开心

其实有了男朋友，朋友依然重要。
我个人觉得我没有因为我的男朋友而忽略了谁。。。
但是在我工作时，因为我的partner是好友，又算姐妹。。。
我觉得我们的吃饭时间都难安排
不是因为不会
而是我有时想吃迟的可是因为她不想吃早的，
我就得让步
就连我约的人陪我吃饭到最后也变成了她的陪伴
我们的朋友，有好几个都只跟她吃
就连我小学的姐妹都归她！
什么跟什么嘛！！
我也是人！ 有感觉的咯
就因为没人陪，我却在别人眼里很像很幸福
因为我男友几乎每天都陪我吃饭
可是却没有人想到他是因为没人陪我而来陪我
还有人说我有男朋友就不需要朋友陪了
那时我真的气爆了！!!!
可是算了啦
多一星期就不会有这样的问题了！

26.8.2011

不要只懂得埋怨而不懂得行动。如果你有这么多的埋怨，为什么又不敢利用行动来证明你有多么的不满？有多么的不认同。如果是这样那你就不要学人家埋怨然后人家教你怎么行动你却成了缩头乌龟。 那又何苦勒？？？你倒不如静静接受安排，跟着做就好了。

25.8.2011 working as a mooncake promoter

刚才既然有如此噁心的事情发生在我身上。
我有责任让顾客品尝我们的月饼，
有其中一位顾客就试了一块，
然后她的话又说得没完没了
一直一直讲不会停
然后就突然一小块的月饼从她嘴巴飞出来
Walao!
就这么准那一小块的月饼粘再我的手指！
那时我快崩溃了！
她还假假没看到继续说他的话！
我就把手放到我的背后一直一直甩
可是就是甩不掉！
脏死了！
过后我趁她不注意时把它用布给抹了
说了就气！ 她朋友看到了也假假没看到
总之一句话，气！！！
不过现在没什么了啦
只是觉得噁心罢了

25.8.2011

一个人吃饭总是没两个人吃来的好。
起初，我不习惯
但是其实一个人吃也没我想像的差
只不过有好吃的东西没人分享
这几天常常一人逛街， 吃饭，走走
是还瞒静的
不过偶尔一个人也不错
因为一个人所以我会更珍惜有人陪伴我的日子
因为一个人吃饭所以我会更加珍惜有人与我分享美味的食物
因为一个人逛街所以我会更加珍惜有人陪我逛街与给我他们宝贵的意见
当我一个人时， 说实话
我回想很多以前的事情
回想好多好多
真的！
活在当下往往都不懂得珍惜，
就只有在失去时才懂得什么是珍惜！

１８．８．２０１１

ah choo 我最近在忙做工。
最近都觉得我的腿真的有点可怜
它为了让我达到我的目标*钱*而忍痛，忍我这超重的身体，陪我站整天
真的有够可怜。。
最近每天回家我几乎都是坐着，懒惰走上走下了
因为已经站一整天了！哈哈！
我一直告诉自己，只要忍一个月就可以了
真的
只要到了中秋节什么痛都会没有了
真的希望中秋节赶快到
哈哈
偷偷告诉你们哦！
我每天其实都在倒数
从今天算起，还剩二十六天就中秋节了！
只要我再忍些日子就好了
加油！
还有还有！！
明天考ｕｂｓ最后一张纸了！
真希望我会顺利过关
有点担心但还是希望能顺利地过关
真的！
过了明晚，不知几时才会上课了？
得开始想想未来了！
真的！

10.8.2011

A friend called me
And he was trying to share me his feeling towards his current's life and his stress
From his facebook wall post
Every day i only see blaming, stress, never appreciate what he have and keep complaining about his life
I wonder why he never appreciate what he have now
I wonder why he never happy with the things he have now
i wonder why he got lots of matters to blame
his friend, his job, his family stuff and others
why there is so much things for him to blame
During the call, i stop him from the blaming
i stop him for sharing me his stories
And i continue with my sharing
i tell the truth to him
i tell him what is in my mind with the suggestion
But i am sure that he will go to tell the others about my bad again
i am sure of that!
people wont like to listen the truth
people likes to live in the lies
why?
but suak le lah... i treat him as a friend
thats why i tell him the truth
if he wan to continue say my bad words,
i got nothing much to say anymore
i will only tell u, friend, what i can do is only these much.
i am nt a superwomen like u thk
i am a normal girl and not from a rich family
u wan rich friend, i also bobien.

7.8.2011

我觉得有一点心理变态
有点自己虐待自己的感觉
还在自己手上留疤
真笨！

又有疤了，这次糟了
我怎么会这样啊！

27.7.2011

there is no point for me crying whole day
bad mood whole day for useless person
know what?
you people spoil my day
spoil my revision day!
if i fail 2moro... sure u ppl who make me sad happy
i wont fail 2moro and i wont sad anymore
you ppl wait and see my result!
hurt for once is enough dy
i wont let you guys to hurt me more than once
GO AWAY~ tao yan gui! better go as far as u can! heh!!!

27.7.2011

whatever i do,
whatever i post,
whatever i share,
everyone dun like!

FINE! i delete whatever u ppl dun like!
i just wan to say~ I LIKE! that all! bullshit!

25.7.2011 Before final exam

Hi ~
im here just to share the words in my heart
wakaka~~
guess wad? im doing whole day of revision yet i dun have the confidence and i dun think i finish prepare for my exam tomorrow.
friends~ this would be our last exam for our diploma course
no matter how... i would like to wish u all good luck and same to me too.
exam had arrived
after this exam.. everyone would go on with their own path
again~ it is a sad thing
when i think back it is time to leave FTMS
leave the place we get to know each other
study together
laugh together
lunch together
dinner together
do revision together
exam together
and also... cheat in the exam
haha
this shouldn't show in this post but my 1st experience is in here
sad but happy to have those as a memory.

Friends.. for the past two and the half year...
we cried, we laugh, we smile, we jokes, we play, we cheat, we fooling around
miss those time.
thanks for giving me such a nice memories
thanks for giving me so much encouragement
thanks for giving me so much love
thanks for giving me so much cares
thanks for giving me so much advise
and there are still million thanks to say
LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!
I REALLY APPRECIATE THE TIME SPENDING WITH YOU ALL
i really hope that we could still meet after our exam~
keep in touch no matter how.

FRIENDS~
I LOVE YOU GUYS~
I LOVE YOU ALL~ BUTTERFLIES GANG~
I REALLY LOVE YOU
i know it is a bit er xin.... but please~ let me do once~
MUACCCCKZZZ!!!!!!!

feeling for 24.7.2011

In certain situation.... some of my friend would give me the feeling like... i am the only person treat them as a friend and they do not~

17.7.2011

suddenly i miss my idol~
MR. WEE KONG CHAN!
my grandpa.

2007 WEE's family photo~

suddenly i miss my pet~
MUM MUM!
the one behind mum mum de is LT. i miss him too!
where are you people?

i miss them badly ='(
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there is only one song to decribe my feeling which is xiao jing teng- ru guo mei you ni.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fxBn4eid4fk&feature=player_detailpage

17.7.2011

我不喜欢三天两头吵一次架！
有够无聊！

16.7.2011

不需要在乎什么
因为越在乎就会伤得越深
开心点~
乖乖学书
乖乖念书
不要想太多
对！
就这样~！
你做的很好~珠！加油！！
深呼吸~~~

*吸..................呼....................吸...............................呼...............................!!!*

i.dun.feel.good

today i dun feel good.
the memory of the past between you and me keep appearing in my mind
what should i do?
i very confuse now
why is our friendship end up to be like this
what is actually happened?
why friend can hurt you so much?
i met her this noon
we are so close to each other
but duno why it seems like there is a gap between us.
honestly, i really dun feel good.
i dun need to talk so much on my feeling
on how i feel
i only know now i am very upset with it
upset with what i duno
but jiu shi upset lor
how should i get off this kind of feeling ha?
my brain is full with the happy memory
although we only know each other for 2 years
but... aiyo! duno how to describe la!
sign!
i feel like wan to shout out my feeling
tell out the words in my heart
but who to tell?
who to share?
who should i find!!!!!!

13.7.2011

今天呢...
过得很充实可是有点累！
一早就去上课了~
到了中午我和班上的几位同学就去McD 吃午餐才去k11唱歌
在McD排了超长的队！！ 而且还还排两次~
有够累的！哈哈（为了吃便宜的汉堡我们没有埋怨的乖乖排队~为了吃嘛~哈哈！！）
本来不想参与的
可是ahfook 说可能是最后的gathering~
所以就去咯~
wei yiing 唱歌很好听哦~
她的声音很甜美
听她的歌声听不出她已经二十岁了
感觉还很小女孩~
ahming今天唱歌也很卖力！
不懂是不是因为美佳有一起去所以他唱得特别好听~
哈哈
超高的音都飙得上勒~~
还有还有ah hui~
别看他瘦瘦的
唱歌也很有fu哦！！ 很好听！！ ^^
到了傍晚真的有点不想去学校上课
原因是快乐的时间过了
真的是时候开始学书了
时间真的不留人
真的开始怕了！
那种不好的感觉又来了
跟几年前考试的感觉一样
在加上重考一科
总共五科勒！！
真的得加多多油才有力冲刺~~
朋友们~加油！！
我们一起加油哈~
一起考完我们diploma的最后考试
加油！！！！！


噢！！！刚才冲凉时突然间想到以前的事
还记得有一次我去onetj陪文贤去玩game
但是我肚子痛
厕所又暗又没灯
我的一位朋友就陪我通电话聊天来转移我的注意力
不让我怕
那可是我第一次一边大号一边通电话勒！！
那时真的感到超幸运能让我遇上一位这么体贴的朋友！
感恩！

12.7.2011

我累了！
我有感觉的
真的很累
面对这么多奇怪的事
有时候我会很好奇
如果我走了
去了一个再也回不来的地方
而在这里，我又在谁的心中留过我的脚印？
又有谁会想我？
有谁会来看我？
陪我走完我未走完的路？
谁又珍惜过我？
珍惜过我这朋友吗？
又有时候我会好奇谁有真正的把我当成他们的朋友？
我累了
最近有些烦恼在友谊上
去那里要跟朋友报道的也有
无缘无故不理睬的也有
我真的有这么失败吗？
我没想到我原来是一位这么难相处的人
很想放声的大哭
学业上的压力越来越大
经济也有问题
为什么样样都不顺
为什么我总是让步的那一位
为什么没人听听我的说法
为什么人人都把自己看到很可怜？！
我虽然对最近身边的事超累的
但我没办法
因为这是一个过程
因为在外头比我可怜的人更多
每个人都有自己的烦恼
我们都该懂
可是把自己的高兴建立在其他人的痛苦上就是一个错了！

还有还有我今天有去学校
要去上那老头的课
可是没位子了
所以我就离开了

12.7.2011

我还在想要不要去上Mr.kho 的课
事情相隔这么久了
我还是忘不了那一幕他侮辱我的样子
我很气
但我就是这么不争气的fail了他的一课
想到那张脸我就感到很气
明明不是我的错
为什么会是我中招
我该不该去他的课啊？
没去又怕考不上
去又要看那老头的臭脸
读这么久的书
他还真是第一位让我忘不了他脸的老师
如果我毕业了
我一定要跟他合拍张照
让我留念他那张臭脸！
真伤脑筋
我该怎么办？

9.7.2011

最近，我有一位同学心情不是很好
今天，我们有课
去到学校我们都没聊天
她让我想起好几年前，
我的一位朋友也突然间没跟我聊天
不理我
那种心情真的很难受
好想跟她聊天
可是她都不理会
算了
这让我感到我有点厚脸皮
等她心情好些就可能没事了^^
希望她心情快点好起来~
真的

4.7.2011

ah choo今天突然很想让步
回头想想
不需要每一件事情都斤斤计较
我，正在学习怎么看开
其实看开也并非件坏事
凡是看开点
心情也不会这么差
不会常常这里骂，那里骂
这里不爽，那里不爽
虽然显示生活中的的确确有很多埋怨不完的东西
但是只要看开
你将会发现其实我们因该学习怎么放下放大镜
不要一直用放大镜看东西
偶尔放下，看看四处
其实要看待一件事情有许许多多的方式
就只看你要选着哪里种
我正学习怎么放下放大镜
因为我开始对埋怨的生活感到厌倦
时间是宝贵的
为何要把时间浪费在埋怨而不是欣赏
之前一直被一位朋友感到很失望
但是没关系，
出了他，我还有其他的朋友
他不珍惜我，没关系
因为只要我知道我珍惜他就够了
朋友不约我，没关系
我约他们
往好的想，快乐过日子总比伤心埋怨的过日子来的好
我~正在学习
你呢？
我发现凡事不计较
日子也比较好过

BOO!!!!!

BOO!!! my big eye~~ wakaka~~
feel bored with my audit slides~ so upload my big eye pic to share here^^

28.6.2011

dream about him last night
i duno why
may b is because i am very stress with my studies then he come to my dream and motivate me
but, i know this would not happen in my real life
but thx god for letting him come into my dream and motivate me.
i really appreciate it alot
and it surprising me a lot too^^
tata~
all the best, choo
just finish my assignment which need to hand in 2moro.
ahaha...
last minute work again~

27.6.2011

路，早已选好
既然已经走到一半
前方仍然还是一片黑暗
我...
是否因该继续往前走
还是在此步停止？
虽然一路不好走
我还是坚持走到一半了
我，到底因该怎么办？

27.6.2011

这次是我第一次想向命运低头
我想放弃了~

Meaningful sentences ~ 25.6.2011

23.6,2011

火很大！
现在才知道交了十多年的朋友既然对我很有意见
很有意见可以直接向我讲明，
无需在背后像老鼠一样一直说人家的坏话
说我对钱吝啬
有了男朋友就没找朋友喝茶
说我很多很多
但～没关系
我懂了
你对我有意见你是出去到处宣布
我建议你，登报会比较快
最好登大大～　
至少我懂你是明讲的人～　
朋友～你多不好我都让你了
你却在外面乱乱说我
我没关系
因为我把你当朋友
你，一个大男人
不要把自己弄到自己很三八
管管自己的行为吧！
姓张的！

jia ming birthday not i din inform u
is u urself din give me a text
and now u come to blame everyone of us
please think before u say~
if u wu xim la... u will give us a text, ask us where are we but not sitting at home wait we put red carpet invite u
jia ming, u should know her more.
i invite u on that night u should know what we wan to do.
what for u pretend until very diao ke?
stop complaining!
u are actually annoying
dun keep complain bout the others no find u yam cha
u got find us meh?
u date those leng loi~
mixed those leng loi~
will mix us not leng loi de gal meh? ah duh!
everything we date u u say no money~
we held bday gathering u say u no money, we din say anything
but u go outside tell ppl we find u on fren's party is need u to pay for the present?
we never complain about that
but u complaint us like this
what should i say le?
jiet ah~ lu zai bor!

21.6.2011

我，今天一气之下说了很多很多伤人的话
从中学看到家里经济比我家遭的人很多
因为没钱不能继续念书的也很多
明明功课就很好的可是却因为家境而放弃学业
真的很可惜
为什么他们这么会念书却要放弃学业我不懂
我身边有一位朋友的大姐也是因为家里不能供她念书而放弃学业
出社会做工养家
年纪轻轻就得养家供两个妹妹念书
连零用钱都得付
可见她的压力有多大
要养两老，两小
另一位朋友却是家里的老大
家里有很多弟弟妹妹
我了解要传种接代必须有个男的
但是父母亲们是否因该了解下自己的经济状况呢？
我不是想得罪谁
但是没这么大的头，就别带这么大的帽嘛！
孩子不是工具
不是赚钱的工具
他们有生命
有自己的理想
不可能因为你们而把自己的一生就这样走完
不是为自己走完， 而是为别人而走完
我了解现实生活就是这样
有些人都是在为责任而过活
讲这么多我也不懂我是否有说到重点
总之我看不过眼啦！！
我就是这样不认命！
我才不要！
很同情那些小孩。。。 父母又爱生
真是不懂！
一个套套能贵到哪里！！
能有养一个孩子贵吗？没有嘛！
不要把不被欢迎的生命带来这世界
你把他们带来， 就有这人培育他们
我不认为我的观念有错，
今晚做错的只是说太多太多话！

19.6.2011

我。。。想尽办法让自己变瘦
用尽方法都不懂是否有效
我，诚认我懒惰
所以我用了懒惰的方式来让自己排毒
我懂这可能不是最好的方法
可是我真的不管了。
最近，我买的一种能排除体内的脂肪的药物
它是由5种不同的中药成分而成的
每晚吃三粒
隔天保证排便
对我来说它并不是很有效
而且我不是很信任它
我本身还是觉得organic比较好
而且也比较保障
就算我吃了有什么事，至少还有一个公司好去闹
哈哈！
开玩笑~
当然，我也在自己的饮食上作了变化
我少吃面类，饭类，但吃菜
可是我不懂我能维持多久
当然能维持越久越好咯！！

15.6.2011

考完试了~很开心~但是我回到家看到这张照片！！ 我~~我~~~我要抓狂了！！！！！！！！




生气！！！！！！！

15.6.2011

hi, bad mood now. after seeing those photo shoot picture. i am actually very excited with it but some of it make me feel sad. i know tad is the fate. i know it. i really know it!! even gary chong also ask me to on diet, bull shit! i i know i am FAT! i knew it!
i dun dare to post so big in facebook, but i will post it here. since here is my secret little place to share my feeling. i wan to get all the fats out from my tummy~ from my butt and also my shoulder （肚腩，屁股至大腿还有手臂）. i will start from now and from this second! friend, talk the truth to me. if u think i am fat, dun cheat me i still look good. just tell me the truth. at least give me a chance to slim myself. i will show u the result. kay. now i am over 50kg! i want it to be 50kg first. my aim is to be back to 48 kg. 2yrs ago de me. all the best choo! if possible, i wan it to be 45kg. but i think is a bit difficult la... but i am really serious this time~
sad to look at this picture.... share with u ppl ba. SAD!

Sad with this

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but i more sad with this!!!!! grrrrrrrRRRR

13.6.2011

hi everyone!! this is what i received today^^ i like it very much. how about you? hehe~ have a nice day~^^
is time for me to study le~ wednesday got a progress test, e-commerce =C
all the best, my friends~
and and and~~ wish yan ting get well soon!!


ONE last thing! happy birthday mummy!!! hehe~~~ wish you happy happy always, i dun have the habit to say i love you, but i will write it here, i love you, mummy. although sometime i dun like the way u do things, but i still love you, coz without you i would not come to this colourful world!

tata!!!

1st picture received from Mr chua~ nice ma? hehe~ i show to my family... they say dun look like me~ lol!! like my younger sister. lol!! so excited to see the other pictures~ cant wait~ wakaka~

11.6.2011

hi!!!
ah choo today went for a photo shooting.
meet new friends.
this time is interesting compare to the previous one.
they bring me for make up
den bring me to stutong together with another model, joslin.
they actually planned to go unimas de... but becoz we wasting those time on waiting joslin come, then they decided to change place.
the photographers are easy to communicate
they talk jokes all the way
got one uncle, year 1966 de.. is one of the photographer oo
it shock me. haha!!
k la.. duno wad to say le... show u ppl my picture. before make up and after make up^^
i know i look very different~

9.6.2011 polar 1st page

我这次真的生气了！
前两天我从文贤家带了一只小狗回家
就因为我们把它放在笼子
就因为它一直哭
就因为它一直吵！
我姐埋怨， 我忍！
我妹埋怨， 我也一样忍！！
文贤埋怨，我试着忍！
但他一直可怜它哭，
然后就说要带它回家！
真的是他妈的！
你可怜它，我也可怜它好吗？
我相信我担心的事情不比你少！
但你有给我们机会把它养好吗？
你没有！
刚才他又说要把它带回家
我不能再忍你的威胁了！
你和你妈都让我很压力
昨晚我为了它陪它到半夜三点又不见得你跟你妈说？
我陪它睡，又不见得你提起？
你就只会跟你妈说不好的
好的都不见
就因为你家的狗没进过笼子
别人家的狗就不可以进了吗？
我告诉你！！！！
我养的宠物比你多！
了解它们也不比你少
你拼什么教老娘怎么做
一天到晚只会埋怨
老娘我不能忍了！
你有种就把它带回！
我受够了！

6.6.2011

today's weather is so nice!!! how good if i can sleep like a pig now! but bit soi lor... 2moro is my e-commerce assignment due date together with the presentation, everything need to prepare by tonight, i dun even have my time to take my proper meal. until just now, i had my very very very late dinner which is daddy mee again. hmm... after finish prepare all the slides and report, finally i got some time to prepare for the exam on this coming wednesday!!!!! ouch!!! how good if i can have more time, but even i got more time, i dun think i will do my revise too. but this time i really hope i can have more time la!! i need more time to prepare!!!

4.6.2011

fine~ just back from a damai trip for 3 days 2 nights. one word to describe now is TIRED!!
lazy to talk about it now coz i am very tired. so... will post those picture other day.

tired. need to do assignment and prepare for the progress test le~

28.5.2011

Last saturday i wen to Monica to be the model of yi. She is going to sit for her exam this coming tueday so she ask me to lend her my face for her to wash. And my face is so dirty.. full of blackhead and pimples. this is after the facial, she help me clean up all the blackhead's picture.

From this picture, it is obviously sleepy face. i was sleeping all the way while she is helping me do facial.



After the facial, we went to spring and i try this blouse. do i look mature with this blouse?



Fine... after the two pictures above, do u realize my hair change? hehe~ i change my hair style, together with the colour. i dye it myself. regret dye my hair last time with make me so headache with the colour when my hair grow. so i decided to dye a dark chocolate which is almost similar to my original hair. ^^

When fred first saw me, he said:" wah! it look like 3 yrs ago de choo." and he is shock with my front hair. haha. actually... everyone shock la... even yan ting also shock, and she laugh so loud when i went to boulevard find her. kns her. feel like squeezing her now! lol...

27.5.2011

hi,
here i come again,
i'm here to tell u all.... i've cut my hair.
photo??
wan meh??
aiyo~~~
be patient~~
i will upload it tomorrow^^
bye bye~~~
and~~~ i never see my hair colour so DARK!!!!

20.5.2011

我只是想得到多一点点的注意和关心

18.5.2011

It is the very first time, i feel that i am just a "taxi driver"
bring the passenger to the place they wan when they called/ message
not even a word is ask about caring
stress of studies, assignment and now still got more things to stress
sien.
THEY NEVER CARE!
why should i keep listening their words? i dun wan to bring them!

Last time he will still worry me if i drive at night
He will never let me drive after 10 pm
now, he ask me to bring him from fren's house at 11 something
Things change!
The road is so dark
The road with no car
It is so scary
i am wondering whether he is still care bout me ma.

17.5.2011

wenxian complain about the way i talked..
i cant do anything with it coz the ppl i mix they usually talk rude to me
the more i mix with them~ of coz i will get influence by them.
i understand the feeling
i myself also dun like ppl talk to me so rude
but i also talk to him rude
i understand why he is unhappy
knot blame him.

pic pic pic~~~

我脸皮最近厚了~~~我总觉得我好像有点瘦~不懂是我在骗自己还是.............你们看了跟我说吧！或许这样会比较准确~

15.5.2011

TAX TAX TAX TAX TAX!!!!!
WHY TAX SO DIFFICULT TO MEMORIZE?
WHY TAX SO MANY SECTION?
WHY TAX SO CONFUSING?
WHY TAX...

E-COMMENCE
until now, our group still dun get one topic...
due date is on next week...
now, three of us still dun get the idea
bit pek chek with this assignment dy~
why is it so difficult to fix into a topic den start doing?
group work~
do it together~
i hope i get the enough patient to tahan till the end
i really got not much to say bout this other than PEK CHEK!

15.5.2011

TAX TAX TAX TAX TAX!!!!!
WHY TAX SO DIFFICULT TO MEMORIZE?
WHY TAX SO MANY SECTION?
WHY TAX SO CONFUSING?
WHY TAX...

E-COMMENCE
until now, our group still dun get one topic...
due date is on next week...
now, three of us still dun get the idea
bit pek chek with this assignment dy~
why is it so difficult to fix into a topic den start doing?
group work~
do it together~
i hope i get the enough patient to tahan till the end
i really got not much to say bout this other than PEK CHEK!

6.5.2011

sony mobile phone cant last long kah?
how come the life time of the phone is so short?
i used my phone for only one year plus
i treat my phone nicely~
very very nice~~
but how come the memory card got problem le? hmm
bit angry~ coz wan take picture but knot save~
den means no take tiok lor!
geramnya~~~!!!

went to have window shopping with yi yesterday
we went to perfume section~
wah!!!!
got many nice perfume~~
i find tiok two type i like de~~
but it cost about rm 300
i wish to buy but not enough money~
lol!
coz i need to save money ~~
since i still have my old perfume~~
i better finish mine den just find another one.
lol~~
it smell so nice~~~ make me so xin dong~~~ lol! feel like grab one den go home. lol!!
den we went to elle~
i found a blouse which cost rm 129
very nice!
got two colour~
white and black~
i like the white one but yi said black one better~
actually i got take picture wan upload at here de..
but my phone sot sot lor!!!
sien~
actually i took a few~ but!
hai~ dun say le! very geram~
lol!!!
my home got two new puppies~~~
both are in black~~
so kelian my bubu ( dog's name)
she pregnant we duno~
den today suddenly got two little puppies in the catch~
lol! new members! so my house now got 5 dog~ 2 cats~
will upload their pics after few days~ hope my phone wont sot sot ha~ hehe~~

2.5.2011

hi, here i come again~
now i am having bad mood?
suddenly dun feel good.
he suddenly show me his black black de face
he dun talk to me
whatever i asked him, he dun ans me
he drive all the way to his house and dun talk.
and he drive fast
how i wish we met an accident
how i wish he would regret of driving fast
how i wish i could make him regret of driving fast
sad.
got no where to go
no one to find
after bring him home
i drive home myself
then, i was thinking
never trust on any promise again
the promise he made are fake!
the moment you made a promise you never think of you can really make it or not
because of you, i will never trust any promise again
those things are so fake to me
Promise bring sadness once you break it.
so better dun make any promise if you dun feel confidence with it.
NEVER, EVER!

29.4.2011人生如梦

人生啊！
怎么会有这么多的问题
这么多的事情好烦！
我啊
吃到20岁最贵的电话价值RM 570
能用到这么贵的电话还得感谢文贤
让我有个有基本功能的电话
说到电话呢，
我常羡慕那些一直换电话的人
能用很多不一样的电话
价值千多两千多的都有
现在呢~ 在外面很常会看到人们的手中都用着iphone
有谁不想要呢？
有钱有谁会不想买？
年纪小小的都玩iphone都玩到乱！
我呢？还在原地羡慕人家
有够无聊！
就像我的会计老师(Mr. Tan) 说的
情人节到了
情人们都会买花给自己喜欢的人
哄对方开心
虽然说这些钱花得很不实际
可是花有花语
不一样的节日就有不一样的礼仪
有钱谁会不想花这样的钱？
问题出在哪？
就是没有钱咯！
然后什么理由就会被揪出来
一样的说法
一样的道理
有谁不想被羡慕而是去羡慕人家呢？
我就是那个无聊的人
常常羡慕人家
不过，我惯了
因为我懂我家没那个经济能力
没能让我要什么有什么
所以一定要靠自己
希望有一天我不再为钱烦恼！

28.4.2011

ouch!
yesterday went to level up
make me today so pain la!
body still ok, not very pain
but my leg! wan patah lor!!!
aiyok!!!

26.4.2011

今天的心情，差！
你们高兴就好~

25.4.2011 i admit i small gas

i know i very small gas la...
but i dun wan my boy got any connection with her.
girl ma... pls la... will jealous de.
kay la... the matter goes like this.
this morning i found her name in wen xian's photo album.
i tot wen xian tag her on the new born puppies
so, i logged in his account and check
i found that she tag herself on the pic
den she went to *like* the pic
and she comment" hahaha.... so cute wor!"
those who duno is she tag herself de...
in this case, u will tot is wen xian tag her de... right?!
last time i allow her to say anything bad bout me.
now i dun wan to repeat the stupid mistake anymore.
i dun wan YOU to get any connection to my boy!
how dare you~ if u tag yourself again~ i will remove ur account in his account!
see you how to *like* den say " very cute wor!"


i remove her name from the pic got take permission de ah.
xian say cincai me~ so i remove.
i remove le.
i song le
heh!
i wont be tad stupid again
keep all the words in my heart
friend, ok.
you better dun exceed the limit

23.4.2011 alfred unforgotten day~

Today, 23rd of april is an unlucky day for alfred.
why?
coz his baobei lao po~ triple 5 knock to a lorry after we had our lunch.
Because of this, make me feel so bad.
I duno why but just feel so..
He keep acting he is alright with it but he like this, make me more worry to him.
He keep mentioning, today's lunch is not cheap. lol... it cost him about RM1k plus~
These are the pictures of his car~
Kelian de triple 5~

20.4.2011

Sometimes, it is better not to 'kepo' about others.
You might just want to care them but they might not appreciate it.
So sometimes, it is still better to keep our mouth shut and DON'T CARE!
But how many peoples can just keep their mouth shut and don't care?
I cant make it.
So i was trying to ask
And again~ i am kepo.

Sometime i don't like my classmate.
They go to class with NOTHING!
Then they started to borrow from here and there for the things they need!
HELLO!
You go to class without a pencil case, papers, text book, what for you go?!
You know you are attending a class but why you don't bring anything but go with empty hand?

Sometimes, i don't like those people who know they need a things but they don't pay for the things but ask from people.
HELLO!
You know you are having the plan of quit smoking
You know you need sweets
But why! you don't buy yourself but keep on asking from the others?
( I am not ngiao, but i need to keep those sweets for myself in case i feel dizzy like the other day. Impossible my mum bought me those sweets is just to treat u everyday? CAN YOU USE YOUR BRAIN?!)

Sometimes, i don't like people simple judge on a person.
They might be kidding but sometimes their words might hurt other people.

Sometimes, i talk straight.
This is just because i am tiring on turning here and there just to hide from the truth.
You smell bad for one day, I tahan.
But if you smell bad for everyday, sorry, you need a perfume.

You having a bad flu,
You know you should bring tissues
But why, you didn't bring and ask from people.

Be logic,
When you think of wash hair, you need a shampoo.
When you think of wash face, you need a cleanser.
When you thirsty, you know you need water.
When you hungry, you know you need food.
When you eat noodles, you know you need a chopstick.
When you writing, you need a pen.
When you wan to drive, you know you need a key to start the engine.
Everything is connected!

That's why i cannot understand, why some peoples can still bin pue gao keep on asking somethings from the others. You know what you need, go buy la! You got no money buy, i give you, but you lost it, and you come back to me again. Why must like this le. Cant you understand the meaning i give you the things?
If you forget to bring or forget to buy for sometime i am still ok with it. But every class, every sem got the same things happened, i cannot tahan liao. Please la hor... 20 liao hor...
No money don't follow others smoke.
Save the money for somethings else.

17.4.2011 讨厌的死鬼！！！ 没礼貌

不喜欢死掺懒打的人
去年有一个男的偷跟踪我回家
让我对他现在非常反感
觉得他很恐怖
什么事都做得出
老实说~我怕他
也不喜欢这样的人
很没礼貌
最近又一直约我去喝茶
我不想
他既然跟我撒娇！
恶心到我想吐！
我跟他不熟eh~
好心一下！
放过我吧！
你的好意真的让我很怀疑
我跟你非亲非故
没必要为了你开心而增加我的困扰
你很烦！！！
不要约我！！
我好不容易搬家
比较有安全感了
请你不要来吵我！
你滚远点！
也不要吵我妹！
调查我，还有我家里的事！
不要以为我不敢上你家闹！
我也懂你家
新渔村人~别这样！

9.4.2011 nice song to share^^

梁心颐(lara)-我不再怕
分手快一年了
头发剪短了
手机也换了新号码
现在的我不太一样
我不再怕
少了你的晚餐
少了你温度的小毛毯
现在的我有长大有长大
虽然想起你心还是会揪
虽然深夜并没那么好过
勇敢是我对自己的承诺
再想念也不能回头
一直不敢去面对的寂寞
习惯就好也没那么难受
也许我该谢谢你离开我
让我找到真正的自由
翻着我的日记
从分手的那页
到晚上睡前写的心情
我的笔画慢慢坚定
我才领悟
曾害怕的食物
像开车或对付一只小虫
不知不觉变得轻松
虽然想起你心还是会揪
虽然深夜并没那么好过
勇敢是我对自己的承诺
再想念也不会回头
一直不敢去面对的寂寞
习惯就好也没那么难受
其实我该谢谢你离开我
让我找到真正的自由
虽然想起你心还是会揪
虽然深夜并没那么好过
勇敢是我对自己的承诺
再想念也不会回头
当我发觉再恐慌的寂寞
现在我都能平静的度过
才明白虽然是你离开我
是我得到真正的自由
我真正的自由

7.4.2011 celebrating wung wung's birthday^^

Wung wung 要生日了，
我们其实还蛮烦恼该怎么庆祝，
让她有个难忘的21岁生日
也不懂她需要些什么
只知道她常常都把心里话埋在心底，
不让人看见他脆弱的一面
在我们面前，
她常常都带着她的招牌笑容和她顽皮爱作弄人的一面给人看
其他的多数都得用猜的
所以呢。。。我们决定先斩后奏！ 把她骗上车再打算^^
我其实很久前就有想过要要带她去海滩
可是我却不懂路，也没那个机会
所以呢~在这一天~我们决定带她去“叛逆”一下~就决定去海滩！！！

至于礼物呢~我们选买熊熊给她
所以在她伤心，开心又话想说是都有它陪着^^
这就是我们送她的21岁生日礼物
真希望她会喜欢<3

一路上，我们都一直撒谎
就为了不让她知道
可是呢~
聪明加上心机重的她猜到了

这边呢~有几张我拍的照片

do~re~~mi~~
面对大海享受美景及海风~

当然也不忘合照咯~

在等他们摆好pose时先自拍下~
好久没自拍了~

这张照片很珍贵哦~
因为平常很难拍到阿杨~
也很难的有合照的机会~

她~踩着老椰~
我发现，其实他的脚很细很长！！！！

燕婷跟寿星婆合照~

我们在想该怎样把我们三人的美腿踩上去！哈哈

过后放弃了~
因为那椰子真的有点小
所以我们决定踩石头~
第一次~我们抱得这么紧！

我与洁怡的合照~

阿杨~被他发现我拍他所以只有侧脸

猫王！阿铭~嘴巴嘟嘟~

NG 1

NG2

FINALLY!!!!

wung wung 的脸好红哦~

我们~~~~差点就~~~~亲到了~~
托wungwung 的福咯！
幸好没有=D

在沙滩奔跑~

走完沙滩~我们就去permai玩山水~~
接下来的这几张~是玩完后哦！

一起洗澡~

她~拆了礼物把蝴蝶结带在颈上忘记拿下~

坏掉的蛋糕~
原本会比这个可爱的！！！
不懂她有没有怪我多嘴
=S
wung wung 你看到的话要老实说哦！！

喜欢这张~
如果不会蒙蒙就好了~~

我们~~~在挡风点蜡烛！！
海风太大了！！！

在这里~希望你真的高兴~
希望你梦想成真~
更希望你找到你真正的快乐~=D