Tuesday, March 15, 2011

BAD DAY, BAD MOOD, STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!$$$$$$$$$$$$$

He spoiled my study mood. He go to ask money from his dad for me to study. i really dun understand why he can ask so much money from his dad for me. how they will be looking at me now? just to get money from them?? duno la! me jiu si no mood now. duno how to say la! feel bad! very bad! why he never discuss with me. why he never think from my position. why he never ask me. how his dad will be looking at my dad? failure? no money for daughter to further her study? why like tad?! We are just friend now. JUST FRIEND!!!! WHY HE CAN DO IT THIS WAY? EVEN IF IT IS JUST 20K FOR THEM. THIS IS NOT A SMALL AMOUNT TO ME. EVEN IF I HAD NO MONEY I CAN STILL LOAN, WORK HARD AND EARN THE FEES MYSELF. WHY NEED HELP FROM OTHERS?! I REALLY DUNO WHY! I REALLY HOPE HE CAN HELP ME THINK A LITTLE BIT LA. SPOIL MY MOOD! BULLSHIT!

WHAT CAN I DO NOW? EXPLAIN TO HIS DAD? OR WAD OO? HOW AM I GOING TO FACE HIM? DUH!!!!! DUH!!! THIS LITTLE KIDS WHY NEVER THINK FOR ME?! YOU ARE JUST INCREASING MY STRESS.!!! I REALLY SPEECHLESS NOW. FEEL LIKE KNOCK THE WALL NOW. WHY LIKE TAD!!!! KNS!!!!

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