28.6.2011

dream about him last night
i duno why
may b is because i am very stress with my studies then he come to my dream and motivate me
but, i know this would not happen in my real life
but thx god for letting him come into my dream and motivate me.
i really appreciate it alot
and it surprising me a lot too^^
tata~
all the best, choo
just finish my assignment which need to hand in 2moro.
ahaha...
last minute work again~

27.6.2011

路，早已选好
既然已经走到一半
前方仍然还是一片黑暗
我...
是否因该继续往前走
还是在此步停止？
虽然一路不好走
我还是坚持走到一半了
我，到底因该怎么办？

27.6.2011

这次是我第一次想向命运低头
我想放弃了~

Meaningful sentences ~ 25.6.2011

23.6,2011

火很大！
现在才知道交了十多年的朋友既然对我很有意见
很有意见可以直接向我讲明，
无需在背后像老鼠一样一直说人家的坏话
说我对钱吝啬
有了男朋友就没找朋友喝茶
说我很多很多
但～没关系
我懂了
你对我有意见你是出去到处宣布
我建议你，登报会比较快
最好登大大～　
至少我懂你是明讲的人～　
朋友～你多不好我都让你了
你却在外面乱乱说我
我没关系
因为我把你当朋友
你，一个大男人
不要把自己弄到自己很三八
管管自己的行为吧！
姓张的！

jia ming birthday not i din inform u
is u urself din give me a text
and now u come to blame everyone of us
please think before u say~
if u wu xim la... u will give us a text, ask us where are we but not sitting at home wait we put red carpet invite u
jia ming, u should know her more.
i invite u on that night u should know what we wan to do.
what for u pretend until very diao ke?
stop complaining!
u are actually annoying
dun keep complain bout the others no find u yam cha
u got find us meh?
u date those leng loi~
mixed those leng loi~
will mix us not leng loi de gal meh? ah duh!
everything we date u u say no money~
we held bday gathering u say u no money, we din say anything
but u go outside tell ppl we find u on fren's party is need u to pay for the present?
we never complain about that
but u complaint us like this
what should i say le?
jiet ah~ lu zai bor!

21.6.2011

我，今天一气之下说了很多很多伤人的话
从中学看到家里经济比我家遭的人很多
因为没钱不能继续念书的也很多
明明功课就很好的可是却因为家境而放弃学业
真的很可惜
为什么他们这么会念书却要放弃学业我不懂
我身边有一位朋友的大姐也是因为家里不能供她念书而放弃学业
出社会做工养家
年纪轻轻就得养家供两个妹妹念书
连零用钱都得付
可见她的压力有多大
要养两老，两小
另一位朋友却是家里的老大
家里有很多弟弟妹妹
我了解要传种接代必须有个男的
但是父母亲们是否因该了解下自己的经济状况呢？
我不是想得罪谁
但是没这么大的头，就别带这么大的帽嘛！
孩子不是工具
不是赚钱的工具
他们有生命
有自己的理想
不可能因为你们而把自己的一生就这样走完
不是为自己走完， 而是为别人而走完
我了解现实生活就是这样
有些人都是在为责任而过活
讲这么多我也不懂我是否有说到重点
总之我看不过眼啦！！
我就是这样不认命！
我才不要！
很同情那些小孩。。。 父母又爱生
真是不懂！
一个套套能贵到哪里！！
能有养一个孩子贵吗？没有嘛！
不要把不被欢迎的生命带来这世界
你把他们带来， 就有这人培育他们
我不认为我的观念有错，
今晚做错的只是说太多太多话！

19.6.2011

我。。。想尽办法让自己变瘦
用尽方法都不懂是否有效
我，诚认我懒惰
所以我用了懒惰的方式来让自己排毒
我懂这可能不是最好的方法
可是我真的不管了。
最近，我买的一种能排除体内的脂肪的药物
它是由5种不同的中药成分而成的
每晚吃三粒
隔天保证排便
对我来说它并不是很有效
而且我不是很信任它
我本身还是觉得organic比较好
而且也比较保障
就算我吃了有什么事，至少还有一个公司好去闹
哈哈！
开玩笑~
当然，我也在自己的饮食上作了变化
我少吃面类，饭类，但吃菜
可是我不懂我能维持多久
当然能维持越久越好咯！！

15.6.2011

考完试了~很开心~但是我回到家看到这张照片！！ 我~~我~~~我要抓狂了！！！！！！！！




生气！！！！！！！

15.6.2011

hi, bad mood now. after seeing those photo shoot picture. i am actually very excited with it but some of it make me feel sad. i know tad is the fate. i know it. i really know it!! even gary chong also ask me to on diet, bull shit! i i know i am FAT! i knew it!
i dun dare to post so big in facebook, but i will post it here. since here is my secret little place to share my feeling. i wan to get all the fats out from my tummy~ from my butt and also my shoulder （肚腩，屁股至大腿还有手臂）. i will start from now and from this second! friend, talk the truth to me. if u think i am fat, dun cheat me i still look good. just tell me the truth. at least give me a chance to slim myself. i will show u the result. kay. now i am over 50kg! i want it to be 50kg first. my aim is to be back to 48 kg. 2yrs ago de me. all the best choo! if possible, i wan it to be 45kg. but i think is a bit difficult la... but i am really serious this time~
sad to look at this picture.... share with u ppl ba. SAD!

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but i more sad with this!!!!! grrrrrrrRRRR

13.6.2011

hi everyone!! this is what i received today^^ i like it very much. how about you? hehe~ have a nice day~^^
is time for me to study le~ wednesday got a progress test, e-commerce =C
all the best, my friends~
and and and~~ wish yan ting get well soon!!


ONE last thing! happy birthday mummy!!! hehe~~~ wish you happy happy always, i dun have the habit to say i love you, but i will write it here, i love you, mummy. although sometime i dun like the way u do things, but i still love you, coz without you i would not come to this colourful world!

tata!!!

1st picture received from Mr chua~ nice ma? hehe~ i show to my family... they say dun look like me~ lol!! like my younger sister. lol!! so excited to see the other pictures~ cant wait~ wakaka~

11.6.2011

hi!!!
ah choo today went for a photo shooting.
meet new friends.
this time is interesting compare to the previous one.
they bring me for make up
den bring me to stutong together with another model, joslin.
they actually planned to go unimas de... but becoz we wasting those time on waiting joslin come, then they decided to change place.
the photographers are easy to communicate
they talk jokes all the way
got one uncle, year 1966 de.. is one of the photographer oo
it shock me. haha!!
k la.. duno wad to say le... show u ppl my picture. before make up and after make up^^
i know i look very different~

9.6.2011 polar 1st page

我这次真的生气了！
前两天我从文贤家带了一只小狗回家
就因为我们把它放在笼子
就因为它一直哭
就因为它一直吵！
我姐埋怨， 我忍！
我妹埋怨， 我也一样忍！！
文贤埋怨，我试着忍！
但他一直可怜它哭，
然后就说要带它回家！
真的是他妈的！
你可怜它，我也可怜它好吗？
我相信我担心的事情不比你少！
但你有给我们机会把它养好吗？
你没有！
刚才他又说要把它带回家
我不能再忍你的威胁了！
你和你妈都让我很压力
昨晚我为了它陪它到半夜三点又不见得你跟你妈说？
我陪它睡，又不见得你提起？
你就只会跟你妈说不好的
好的都不见
就因为你家的狗没进过笼子
别人家的狗就不可以进了吗？
我告诉你！！！！
我养的宠物比你多！
了解它们也不比你少
你拼什么教老娘怎么做
一天到晚只会埋怨
老娘我不能忍了！
你有种就把它带回！
我受够了！

6.6.2011

today's weather is so nice!!! how good if i can sleep like a pig now! but bit soi lor... 2moro is my e-commerce assignment due date together with the presentation, everything need to prepare by tonight, i dun even have my time to take my proper meal. until just now, i had my very very very late dinner which is daddy mee again. hmm... after finish prepare all the slides and report, finally i got some time to prepare for the exam on this coming wednesday!!!!! ouch!!! how good if i can have more time, but even i got more time, i dun think i will do my revise too. but this time i really hope i can have more time la!! i need more time to prepare!!!

4.6.2011

fine~ just back from a damai trip for 3 days 2 nights. one word to describe now is TIRED!!
lazy to talk about it now coz i am very tired. so... will post those picture other day.

tired. need to do assignment and prepare for the progress test le~