23.2.2013

Halo Halo!!!! wakaka~~~ wuiseh.... n years no update dy.... actually got many things wan to update de... but bcoz of one word "LAZY" thats why this little secret choo's place is so quiet. lolx! wonder still got ppl visit this place ma.. haha... anyways.. how is everyone here? hehe... im fine as u can see im still alive. lolx!!! =p anyone interested what am i doing recently? lolx... i guess.... no one would get interested on me hor... but i still wan to share la... =p me ha... ehhh.... recently busy find part time job doing part time job wanted to save more money to pay my debts~~~ lolx!!! apart from that ah... i guess nothing liao ehh? now everything in my mind is $$$ $$$ $$$ i know money is not everything but without money im nothing i want to earn fast money ( who dont want to have easy money?? lolx!!!) if i have a bigger income, i guess i can do alot of things. my wants is more than my budget alot alot.. lolx! i want a better skin care...better mobile phone...better lifestyle.. but i understand those are just wants but not needs. needs ahh... i need moeney to pay my sch fees.... pay for my text books... pay for my fixed expenses... macam macam la.. lol!! i wonder why my frens around me where their money come from. why they everyday complaint no money no money but they still can afford to change their mobile phone like.....duno how to describe. haha.. this yr is my second yr no celebrate those macam macam day. (eg valentine's day, christmas and macam macam la.... ) but i guess i must get used to it bcoz i know it is just a festival but not a must to celebrate it. see... with money u can buy ur love's one present... bring ur love's one for dinner or a better place for a meal. all is about the money money money.. lolx...

要拔牙了12.7.2012

长这么大了，还会怕拔牙。
我决定不抽神经线了，决定把牙齿给拔了，不让它有机会再痛
明天就要拔牙了，真的好怕哦...虽然一直安慰自己不要怕，可是心里深处还是会感到非常害怕，
真的好怕

25.4.2012

累了
我真的累了
好希望有多一点的时间休息
有多一点的时间关心我家人
有少一点的时间跟你吵架。
好累好累
好想消失几天

4.4.2012

归零重新存过
我存过这个数目字我相信我一定能再超越这数目字^_^
往好的方面想总比在这里伤心来的好
钱，重要没错
可是我相信友谊固然重要
你要时间我给
不过不准你再骗我！

31.3.2012

信任减少了
担心自己想不开
累！

27。3。2012

很想哭，可是我绝对不能哭！ 我不希望把我的眼泪浪费在这些人身上！我一定要坚强！ 他们不值得！

9.3.2012

我脾气就是古怪，怎样？ 反正已经不是第一次被排测我怕什么勒？
我发脾气有几个会来问我原因？ 又有几位回来问我发生什么事？
或许我难接近， 我难沟通， 我难了解， 算了， 我累了。

26.2.2012

我发现这个地方并不是我能把我的问题发泄的地方
因为还是会有那么一点点的小秘密会想要隐瞒
例如，金钱
这是一个非常敏感的话题
我很烦
很想大声的说出来
可是就是怕会闯祸
毕竟真的是敏感话题
最近为了钱，真的好累，好累

21.2.2012

真的好就没update了
今天乘学校还没有这么忙就来update update 下咯
我又老一岁咯
今年的愿望是希望学业顺利
真的， 感觉这个愿望真的很重要
我换了学校，从FTMS 转到SWINBURNE了
不懂是对的选择还是错的
最近还在一直想要不要放弃学业
不只是因为学费
我还怕我会念不上
昨天是我上课的第一天
真的是超级多人的
好不习惯
在那里真的有很多美女
瘦到风吹会飞走的也有
他们的穿着都超级夸张
上课罢了也要带假睫毛
不说那些了
说到我有点压力
哈哈
可是当然也有好的啦
像能够与不同种族，不同国家的同学一起上课
真的希望我能够在那里学习到更多的东西，
例如英语，我相信我现在需要用英语沟通多过以前了
真希望英语能进步多一点点
因为我真的退步很多阿，
不管是英文，还是记忆力都变差很多啊
需要多加油了！

除了学校的话题勒，
关于我自己的我只能说我最近很缺钱
原因就等一切搞定了再说吧！
所以如果有工介绍，还是有好赚钱的kangtao 不要忘了我哦！！

21.11.2011

有一些话你明知说出来会伤感情那么你还会说吗？

20.11.2011

Friend is only friend.
Nothing can be change after all.
I might be trust to the wrong ppl last time, but now I won't repeat the same mistake anymore.

I believe, true friend won't leave me, won't need me to explain so much, won't make me sad. I appreciate all of u, but end up wad I get is upset. Suak le. I dun wan to think too much, I dun wan to make myself so stress le. Tired dy. I'm really tired dy.

Shun qi zi ran ba.

19.11.2011

刚看完了一部感伤的电影。
“那些年，我们一起追的女孩”
很棒的一部电影
如果那男主角肯听那女孩的答案，或许结局就会不一样了
就因为错过，所以失去
我当时哭了
回想到往年没能说出的答案
如果当时说出了
现在的我们....
都过去了
让它永远有个没有结局的故事吧！
让它留在回忆
无助时还可以拿来怀念
这样应该会很不错吧？
好怀念那些年的我们
那些年的感觉
我会永记在心
祝福你＜3
我现在很好
很幸福
也希望会得到你的祝福
我会常常为你祷告
为你祈福
我想我应该很难忘记那些年曾经为我真心付出的两位好男人
我相信我的眼光，不会看错人的(^_^)

14.11.2011

好多身边的朋友都认为我很幸福
我的确很幸福
有一个这么爱我的家人
一个这么疼我的傻瓜
没钱用还有两位好哥们介绍我好扛头
可是我不是永远这么幸福的
我也有我的伤心
我也有我的烦恼
可是我又有几位朋友姐妹谈谈心？
我奥尔会感觉到被忽略
不被关心
自己的朋友都被抢了
我不喜欢！
但是有几位问过我的心情？我的心事？
我常常躲在一旁自我安慰
可是又有谁知道呢？
我累了
不管了
好烦
还是往好的地方想好了！！

5.11.2011 ah mah is home!!!!!

Ah choo this morning went to eat my favorite laksa again^^ wah!!! Shiok! Very nice! * thumbs up!!*
Feel like wan to have another bowl after I finish the first bowl... Aww!!! But knot, I have to control my food intake. Control the daily calories intake so tad I could lost my weight! Hopefully it works! Hehe.....

My lovely pretty ah mah today come back le. Very happy but today onwards she need to increase the medicine intake. Very macam macam la. Got brain de, heart de, cholesterol de, and macam macam jiu dui le la. But ah mah still very positive thinking. Felt happy for tad. Below are some of the picture took in the hospital. Nicole, one of my cousin teach Ah mah how to use iPad to play angry bird! Lol!! She said like this to ah mah " mah, wah lai ka lu an jua yiong jiao pak du" then she start to teach ah mah. Haha!


My ah mah look so pale the other day=C

2。11。2011ah mah

Ah choo 的心很疼
看见病痛的阿嬷躺在床上一整夜没得睡好
一整夜都在做梦，说梦话，梦游， 咳嗽， 吐痰弄得自己一整夜没睡好。 好心疼！
阿嬷， 我们大家都希望你早日康复，不要再承受这些苦。
我们爱您＜3

19.10.2011

sorry guys, the previous post is just my feeling. i might be rude in that post but.. sorry for that.
i didn't sleep for the whole night
i really dun understand why everytime the thing is not relate to me but i m the one who always undertake the trouble?!
i just wan to treat my friend well
i just wan to help them
i just wan to be kepo
but why after i help them will got so many trouble happened on me?
duh!
dun understand!
but nevermind le la..
i guess i will be fine very soon, *i hope so...*
watched movie whole day
hope 2moro will go to settle for my degree course.
i wan a better 2moro~~ hehe~~
and and.... i need a part time job.
im looking for it and i hope good news will come to me very soon.
pray hard ba^^

18.10.2011

my day was actually good until evening just now. my dear and i went to one jaya meet up the gal who sell the Iphone accessories. that gal come late, and wen xian start waiting impatiently. i personally do not have the patient of waiting people, i am controlling myself yet he is macam macam beside me. FINE.

after i meet up with that gal, wen xian drove the car impatiently. fine, i remind him we need to pick up my parents around ten and he does not listen to me. FINE!

so, he drive to my house, went down from the car, get into my house and i am still in the car, FINE!!
is just a small matter, why need to be so impatient? i dun understand. even my "aunty" visit me i also not as jiet as him why is him so jiet le? If dun wan accompany me collect things from the gal say ma, without him i believe i can still do well!
what is so tua dai ji?
i really dun understand.
the gal come late is not the thing i can control.
why i am the one who see ur black face,
talk to you like talk to wall
what is so big deal?
i really dun understand

after drop him at my house, he bring my car key into the house
i called my sis and ask her to bring it out to me
he stop my sis.
who are you now?
is she my sis or your sis?
you jiet i also can jiet ok?
u tak tahan , i pun tak tahan ok?
you got ur temper so am i too!
how many time i see ur black face without any reason dy?
how many time u wan me to cry?
i dun like to cry.
i wont drop my tears for those who is not worth it!
you! not worth for my tears!
it's enough dy!

18.10.2011

Pictures update^^

14.10.2011 yang n wung wung....

明天wung wung n ah yang 就要去新加坡念书了。真心希望他们一切顺利，身体健康，出入平安， 学业猛进
好担心我会超想念他们的。
真的好担心。
加油！ 真希望我们还能保持联络

18.10.2011

Not my fault suddenly need to see black black de face. Sien. I gt no wrong. Not my fault, why is me suffering this? Sien!!!!