29.05.09- Presentation Day

the feeling of just finish my presentation is so good but kintio. i still cannot calm myself down.:S my 1st individual presentation is so bad. i hope i can be do better in the others assignment. ALL THE BEST!!

26.5.09 *bad day*

this morning i got class at 9 am. but the moment i open my eye the time is already 8 50 am. i thought i had no class this morning then i still keep dreaming on my bed. After i refresh my mind , then i remember that today is wednesday and i got class in the morning. i quickly make a double comfirm by checking my class schedule. OUCH!!!! true i got class in the morning and afternoon. i quickly jump from my bed and use the shortest time to finish preparing myself. this is my 1st time over sleep for class leh. and also is the 1st time i use half and hour finish everything then arrived sch in 9 20am like that. luckily no traffic jam. phew...

After class, chris was asking me wherther wanna to have lunch together or not? coz they planned to go to eat "bak gu teh" which i never eat. *lol???* but i reject coz of wanna fetching my sis from sch. *sob sob* but then who knows my sis today stay in sch hanging around with her classmate. make me so fad up. i drove all the way from ftms to smk pending with empty fuel tank, then i din even received any news bout she will be not going home until 3 something. i finish class at 12. i waste my time wait for my sis for one hour! this really make me so BEH SONG???!! i complain all the way in my heart when i drive home. i spend myone hour to tan myself in the car. make me so...... fad up.i complain to my sis when i reach home. after that still beh song, i complain to apple in class also...grr

11.05.09

things doesn't come that easy, before u have it you have to either pay for it or work hard for it. Recently i was busy with my studies and sharing. I face a lot of thing in this few days. BUT from all these i learn a lot of things. honestly, i am very tired with all this things!worry here and there... works which i cant finish in time,thinking idea to do some sharing. OUCH!!! is that the life i wan for year of my 18?!?! i wish i could change my current life. but there is still something i couldn'y accept. Is my appearance not gd enought till i have to change my style?? or is it my taste is very very out? i love my current hair and i dun think that i should change it or what? why must i show something that you want me to? not feel gd when i heard the ideas u gave. this is just a little ''bueh song" comment. doesn't mean anything. i couldn't find anyone to talk bout this so the only way to express is to write it out. wish everything will be going fine. i noe i can make it.