脚痛~

阿珠的脚很痛！！
一个星期多了~
真希望能拔断我的脚，这样我就不痛了。
脚痛很辛苦
因为，要跑步不能
走路不能走快
就连要下车都难！
谁能帮我拔掉！！
帮我解脱这酸痛

28.3.2011

26 march 2011 is my parents' 25th anniversary.
This is the special wine i ever seen. it is so tall.
haha..
we went to one jaya have our dinner together with ah mah and 2 pek and his family.
nice food but poor service as there is not enough waitress.
Even order drinks also need to wait for so long~~


27th march 2011

i was working at spring as a digi promoter. a busy day. why? coz not enough promoter. I realize that Kuching's people is getting more and more rich dy. They buy iphone like buy drinks.
but for the broadband sales not as good as Iphone. but is still consider not bad la. haha..

den lunch time, xiao xiang them suggest to go to this restaurant, xian ding wei. The food is nice, but the price is also very nice. I order a normal beef noodles, the cheapest one which cost me rm 10.9 per bowl. very sad... coz, after i have my lunch, i got not enough money for my dinner. So i need to wait until i finish work, den go to eat supper.

after my friends they finish their dinner, we went to Starbucks, one of my friend went to meet her friends. so i just follow.
meet ah heng there, he was working that day and he give me a very cute drinks. I duno what flavor, what drinks, but it is cute. see~~~ cute mar? hehe~~~

25 and 26 march 2011^^ yang's b'day

going to yang's birthday gathering^^

yang's 21st birthday cake. very simple one, hope he dun mind.

wondering what wish he made. haha.

This is the cake for ah ming. lol..

and this~ strawberry bun from ah girl. hehe~~ she bough it from singapore.
so happy when received this.
because, it is filled with strawberry jam!!! haha^^

有没有想过？21.3.2011

有没有想过其实你是很孤单的？
有没有想过其实你一点都不勇敢？
有没有想过其实你一个好朋友都没有？
有没有想过其实你是一个很没有用的人？
有没有想过你自己到底懂自己多少？

有没有想过你来这个世界的原因？
有没有想过自己的理想？
有没有想过自己的未来？
有没有想过。。。

有些时候，
当我想找人聊天时，
我， 翻遍我的手机里的电话簿
却不懂该找谁聊？
我搞不懂，
在我身边的朋友
有几位对我是真心的？
又有几位是了解我的？
我，
没有真正了解过我身边的朋友
不是我不要了解他们，
可是，不懂为什么，总觉得我们中间永远都有一格空间
不能完全的无话不说
做没有秘密的朋友
我相信，我也知道
在我身边，除了他，
我没有一个可以真正了解我的人
可是就是有些事情，有些心情，
在我要找朋友聊时，
却没有一个肯借我那么一点点的几分钟
当然有些时候，运气好的话就有人肯借我耳朵
但，你有没有遇过

你有心事时，想找朋友聊，
你的朋友却拒绝陪你出
拒绝你，叫你去念书然后自己跟朋友出？
我，很伤心
那时，我感到我其实就是一个人
没有伴
没有知心朋友
很无助

难道除了男朋友就不能有知心朋友了吗？

我，很失败
因为就连我交了十多年的朋友
我们讲话都还会带钩
还是会有秘密
有时候，
看到别人有好朋友
有超级好友
聊天的朋友
就有点妒忌
很希望我也会有

所以我想，
是不是‘人’本来就是孤单的？
我们一个人来了这世上
有难一人承担
有痛一个人受（生baby )
孤单又不能怪谁
或许，真的该学学怎么独立了！
过一个人的生活

16.3.2011

what should i do now to make myself feel better?
i am super duper nervous now.
worry for the exam
scare i forget everything i studied.
Whatever. all the best ba~~^^

BAD DAY, BAD MOOD, STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!$$$$$$$$$$$$$

He spoiled my study mood. He go to ask money from his dad for me to study. i really dun understand why he can ask so much money from his dad for me. how they will be looking at me now? just to get money from them?? duno la! me jiu si no mood now. duno how to say la! feel bad! very bad! why he never discuss with me. why he never think from my position. why he never ask me. how his dad will be looking at my dad? failure? no money for daughter to further her study? why like tad?! We are just friend now. JUST FRIEND!!!! WHY HE CAN DO IT THIS WAY? EVEN IF IT IS JUST 20K FOR THEM. THIS IS NOT A SMALL AMOUNT TO ME. EVEN IF I HAD NO MONEY I CAN STILL LOAN, WORK HARD AND EARN THE FEES MYSELF. WHY NEED HELP FROM OTHERS?! I REALLY DUNO WHY! I REALLY HOPE HE CAN HELP ME THINK A LITTLE BIT LA. SPOIL MY MOOD! BULLSHIT!

WHAT CAN I DO NOW? EXPLAIN TO HIS DAD? OR WAD OO? HOW AM I GOING TO FACE HIM? DUH!!!!! DUH!!! THIS LITTLE KIDS WHY NEVER THINK FOR ME?! YOU ARE JUST INCREASING MY STRESS.!!! I REALLY SPEECHLESS NOW. FEEL LIKE KNOCK THE WALL NOW. WHY LIKE TAD!!!! KNS!!!!

13.3.2011

This coming wednesday exam dy. so today i was thinking to go out have a drink with frens coz long time no out dy. haha.... tot can go relief stress a bit but fail to date friends. So it is still better to stay at home since the plan is fail. hahaha... fine~~ drink at home also same... lol. but no ppl accompany=( sad. haha..

tomorrow wung wung is going to have her exam dy. so wish her all the best in her exam. hehe...

choo going back to study le. actually a bit disappointed la. haha. coz really feel like wan to out=C