25.1.2011

MANAGEMENT ACCOUNT exam 2moro, GG MAX!!! =S

all the best, choo and yan ting X/

23.1.2011

fine~ i guess, everyone is already in their dream yet i am here blogging.
is not what i want to stay till this late
it is because i couldn't fall asleep.
it is so suffering which make me think a lot.
i think about money?? shopping?? whether there is free time for me to bake my CNY cookies??exam?? revision??
hmm.... really banyak macam!
oh ya... still got one more... HOW TO LOSE WEIGHT!!!!! I WANT TO GET SLIMMER!!! i am stress enough for my life and there is a lot of complaining bout my body. even my lovely ah mah~ also say, " choo, an zua lu ah neh PUI!!!" walao ehh... okie~ stay clam~~ fine, i will plan to lost weight~ for sure. but duno when can success la... coz when i stress i need more food~ i cant control my eating when i m stress. i think about food~ i need food badly~ i need food like crazy~~ walao!!!
ki siao liao!
okie, back to topic, i wish i could have more time to do my shopping~ bake cookies~ and work~ haha~ so tad i got more money to save/ spend?? wakaka...

20.1.2011 Tiring dy

不喜欢被强逼
不喜欢一直为了不是我的错的事情说对不起
不喜欢他和她有任何瓜葛
不喜欢在新年要到了却一直忙功课
不喜欢被看不起
不喜欢没有时间做自己喜欢的事情
不喜欢没有足够的时间来准备考试
我真的很累
很想，也尝试过用乐观的角度去看整件事
可是人家却得寸进尺
过分！
我真的累，知道我的极限到哪里
快过年了，还是有很多事烦
除了学业，金钱就是第二个烦恼的事
几天前，我妈跟我聊天
她说，她看到我读得这么辛苦，degree不是更惨？
我懂不是一个小数目
我爸说，如果我坚持要念他就得卖屋子了
夸张吧？？
我不懂是不是真的，可是这是从我妈那里听来的，应该错不了
我不喜欢这样！
虽然我的成绩不怎么样
我也不是很聪明
也没必要这样要我放弃学业吧！
如果是这样，为什么要我念diploma?? 省下这笔RM20,000 不是更好吗？
现在在这个时间跟我说没钱让我继续念，哪来的动力，哪来的心情去念书啊！！！！
真的有够气！
你们不拿钱，我就不信我找不到钱，存不到钱来完成学业！
没理由只让姐姐带四方帽而我就只有袍！！
不公平！！！！！！
我真的很不喜欢这样！
我真的很累很累~每天为了$烦~

17. 1.2011

today le.. ah choo's mood not bad la... hehe...coz finally can read my dead miss chai's blog~ woohooo! finally~ thx ying for invite me and mahuan her send me the invitation again and again. haha..

new year soon. buy cloths dy? bake cookies dy? and how about cleaning of the house? fine, all of these, in my house is not start yet. for me, i already bought some cloth from my kl trip last week la.. haha.. but now no mood to prepare for new year la.. now need to prepare for the coming exam.
sien~

fine, choo going to force myself do some reading le. so... good night~~^^,

16. 1. 2011

I am actually happy with my day today but duno why when it almost comes to the end of the day, something make me dun feel so good. i feel like fucking shit right now. my mood is terrible. i duno how to describe the mood but just dun feel good with it. shit. i told myself to smile everyday, stay more positive, think more positive.. but. shit.

remember u just dun ever talk loud to me last time?
never show me black face last time?
i wonder why now u show me the other side of yours.
so frequent!
is it bcoz last time u dun have me... duno me well.. den everything just let me. now u got me, we are together... den u show the real you?
is it bcoz we spent too much time together so that u think tad we are closer and u just show me that kind of face?
i dun like tad face of yours
i dun like you to be like tad
feel like wanna to be alone now.
everything will not happened if im alone.
my fault again.
SHIT!